March 2006

The energies seem to be getting more intense all the time, and lots of people, lightworkers especially, often seem to be feeling very uncomfortable, physically, mentally & emotionally.

It's really happening in the body & the more you feel it, the more you make of it, & focus on it, the more you feel it. The tendency is to resist feeling bad, which only makes it "worse".

The keys is to come to a place where you can simply accept that all of it, whether mental, physical or emotional, are simply the etheric & physical bodies clearing out -  vibrating at an ever higher rate. So all that's not in resonance with that higher vibration - all that’s at a lower or denser one [aka fear /resistance/ density] - has to go.

This release has "symptoms" attached - the trick is not to get attached to the symptoms! [attachment includes worry or wanting it to be different!] ... more....

Simply accept that things are as they are & allow them to be that way. Trust the process & receive the energy being offered, without trying to control it or change it or judge the feelings as "bad". As soon as you allow them to be in their perfection as they come up, as they need to be at this moment, to express themselves fully, they shift. It all gets easier as long as you keep energy flowing. Resistance ON ANY LEVEL makes the energy back up & that's what becomes uncomfortable.

Tune into what you feel and simply tell yourself that it's ok that this be happening.. “I bless it all & I release whatever is limiting on any level. It's ok to resist. It's ok to flow. It's All ok. It's ok just to be herein my process. I am willing to be where I am. I accept it all as it is. I am willing to sit with this & experience this as it is manifesting in & for me at this moment. I am willing to be willing to be willing to be willing to allow it all to be as it is”

Sit quietly as you do this. Tune into your body. THIS IS HAPPENING THROUGH YOUR BODY, NOT IN YOUR HEAD. Your mind cannot make this shift. This shift is in your body, your knowing, your intuitional intelligence. Get in tune with it. Take the time to do that. Stop rushing.. your rushing is resistance. You have all the time in the world - and as soon as you realize that, you will!

As soon as you are willing to experience whatever is passing through you, you will no longer have to experience it! It will no longer be there. Your resistance creates it!

It is all an illusion that exists to teach you that. When you find the place in your inner body being where you know it's all an illusion, it all goes into joy. If it's an illusion, you can choose to let it be the way you would like it to be - you can accept what's being offered - which is the ability to make it any way you like - and why not? - it's all illusion anyway. You are making a movie – beginning to learn how make the one you really want to live – and to fully RECEIVE what you are making.

You are making it now, and when you resist what you're making it hurts. As soon as you stop resisting it, it flows & no longer hurts. It becomes joy - and that's what you are now learning.

We've become expert at creating all sorts of other stuff- we've been doing it for lifetimes. Now we're stepping up into a vibration where we are AWARE of the process - the veils are thinning - disappearing if you let them – winged angels, angel cards, feng shui, resistance, flow, crystals, bodies, "you”, your body - it's all illusion. 

What if you only think you're "real"! Let that in beyond your thinking aspect – it’s not about just thinking of it as a possibility – it’s about feeling the reality of the unreality with your inner witnessing “over” consciousness. What does that mean in terms of what you could manifest or change if you wanted to!

This is not Zen or mystical mystery stuff – this is happening now in your body, & your bodymind is just beginning to grasp the significance of this shift, while the rest of your human aspect may be very thrown, or even somewhat panicked by it! Our metaphysical notions about the nature of reality are manifesting as real – are being realised!

 And that’s ok – just hold on to your hat & enjoy the ride.

Let that “what if” be tasted by your body... play with other what if's... things stop mattering when you aren't attached to them - they disappear - flow increases - flow too is an illusion - it's another construct  /frame of reference for us to play in, in 3D. And we do need frames of reference to keep us balanced.

What if we just came to play – and all the toys are illusions –  mirages, constructs – that we created so we could have a really good game! 
What if now the new game is Called "Having Fun - Being Joy"
 Are you ready for the change?

Just because you know it's a game doesn't mean you have to stop playing. There are no rules - you can do anything you want to when you see through the constructs you have MAN-u-FACTured to fool yourself with. 

There are no "facts" and there is no ultimate "truth" - there is no "reality" - there is just consciousness playing with itself.

If you can allow that possibility to be "real" - you will let go of some of the thoughts, beliefs & ideas you have been constructing the game with. The game will cease to appear real & you will be able to choose your role instead of it "choosing" you. You will cease to be limited by all sorts of beliefs that have been feeding your reality as YOU experience it!

Be willing to release all the beliefs that don't serve you - ALL of them - look at them all – even the very basic ones - do you really need to breathe to be alive - do you need to eat - do you need to have a job to get money - do you need to have money to get what you want - do you need to be nice to your boss - do you need to have a hug a day - do you need friends - do you need anything – do you need a lover – love – your story – to be real – to be you?  JUST ASK THE QUESTIONS - OPEN THE DOORS a little & look behind them. There are no rules.

It doesn't matter what you decide - that's not the point - the point is to start being open to other possibilities. Start to ask the questions that open the doors of allowing.

You are like a whale swimming in a river with islands in it.

You think you are headed for the sea.
The first thing you need to do is make sure you are swimming downstream!
Most of us are swimming against the flow... we are trying too hard because we think we have to.

In swimming upstream you create islands on which you isolate things & experiences you never want to revisit – you create them with your thoughts and feelings and resistances –  then you even make some of the islands invisible & forget they're there, because you don’t want to visit them again – or you landscape them to make them look better, & then you bask in the sheltered water behind them, congratulating yourself on what a great job you’ve done of making safe havens for yourself. And your river does look good to you – you are a great landscaper – but the islands are really made out of your own shit& they are becoming more toxic by the day.  Which is fine... [remember the no rules rule – allow it all] – don’t feel bad about it – we’ve all done it – that’s why we’re still here! And really, that’s how we’ve survived up until now. The islands have helped to keep us safe & sheltered – we have sometimes even rested and been held afloat by them.  Too much going against the flow has sometimes overwhelmed us – but now the islands are threatening to completely stop the flow – are holding us back – and they have to go. They are killing us!

The islands are really illusions too, but they are there in your consciousness – in the reality you have created – and that makes them real.  The water [energy] flows around them, carrying other beliefs & experiences & perceptions & resistances along with it. The like ones [law of attraction] snag on the islands, which then grow and get bigger and bigger till they begin to block the river. When the river is completely blocked there's no more flow & you die! We have all been dying up till now – individually & as species, blocking the life force in each separate collective one of us. We have to unplug from the illusions that have created the river we call “life. We have to unplug from the river itself.

It doesn't matter which islands [belief, vow, energy system, role etc] are doing the blocking - the result is the same. We have to go beyond the river. We have to learn to be FREE!

You need to become WILLING - willing to be willing to be willing to be willing - to break down and to “demystify”, to dispel the “glamour”, TO LET GO OF the illusions, of the islands and even your attachment to the river -  NO MATTER how beautiful they appear, how apparently necessary to your wellbeing & safety – or how much they justify your existence.

Perhaps you have been a great keeper of islands – you have created a role for yourself – now you need to be willing to let it all go. The islands are your illusions ABOUT YOURSELF & life - they are built by your ego to make you feel better, but they really make you feel worse!

Get comfortable with the dichotomies & the contradictions ... it’s all true at the same time – learn to move & experience & intuit outside the mental constraints & demands of absolutes...of the islands. Look at your fears, your limitations, your excuses, your explanations, your story, your needs, your desires – look at them all without fear or favour.

Which ones give you joy? Keep the flow strong? Keep them.

Which ones expand you? Keep them.

Which ones limit you –  make you feel less than wonderful –  break them down, flush them down the river with the flow of energy that' s being offered to you.

This energy is roaring down the river and flushing us right out into the sea! If you are uncomfortable or struggling you are like a whale stranded in the estuary, getting caught on the mud flats and swamped by the swell.

You need to detoxify the river by getting rid of some limiting beliefs and illusions. You may even need to go back and break up a few of the islands to increase the volume of the flow enough to push you out quickly and cleanly out to sea – the  faster and further the better. Or you’ll struggle in the mud flats and tire and maybe die there....

If you are here, reading this, you really are ready for the ocean!

It’s your choice, as always, whether it will be a really easy last leg, or whether you will make it hard by resisting the flow – by staying in fear & holding on to your “reality. Look out for, and connect with, members of your own pod you with the shifting of some of the sludge. When you look for them you will begin to find them.

In the reading of this piece, in allowing the energy of it – the flow of the knowing – to wash through you, you will already be opening further to the flow...

You will be opening to RECEIVING more of what is being offered. Go often to your place of receiving –  feel it – where in you is it? Where do you need to allow yourself to go to feel the shift?  What small adjustments do you need to make in your mindset to allow more expansion – more flow – to feel that wondrous & amazing possibilities are becoming.... real?, With what do you need to align in order to feel that you are opening? – are RECEIVING the shift you want?

The doors of your own perceptions are all that’s blocking the flow of the energy and making you uncomfortable and you life less pleasing to you than it can be.

We are ready for the ocean of life and conscious experience beyond where we’ve been before – ready to just go with the flow – to connect with Beyond the Beyond in meaningful communion. When we can begin to get a sense of what the river really is & how our joy is the current, we are ready to let it carry us to the sea.

THIS IS THE SHIFT!
THIS IS HEAVEN ON EARTH – here, now, we are becoming truly free, whole, conscious individuated beings, floating in the ocean of connective joy.

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*** More at on the Home Page: "Receiving" and  "Us as Source Manifesting"  >>>>

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