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It's 2010...

Seems to me there's bugger all left to be said!
By me anyway... It's All Taken Care of Already...

We are surfing...or learning to surf… or surf well... our emotions... the energy... the Absolute... the Truth...

We are moving beyond Illusion... the journey is yours... learn to enjoy it All.
Appreciate the Contrast. Accept the Paradoxes.
Allow the Other... be at one... drop the drive to atone...

Separation is the belief that Separation exists... it is the Ultimate Illusion. Embrace it!

We are letting go of the last of what we've hung on to - beliefs, ways of being, people, stuff ... The last often seems the hardest to let go of... to Shift ...

We can only take the best of ourselves... we are creating now in integrity or not at all...be patient, love and nurture yourself: It's All Good! Believe that and it will be true for you! 

It's That Simple! 
Really.

2009

May

Lots of people are feeling utterly undone, over it & “WHERE’S MY BLOODY STUFF!!???!!”

So here are a few thoughts on the subject of rewards for work!

Just remember that your key is NOT to work at letting go…. Just to relax and let it all unravel itself… you have put it in motion by your activated intent & it will open up if you get out of the way! It’s all taken care of already! As you heart knows, even if your head doesn’t!

We relax into prosperity… that’s why they say it’s NOT about the money – most successful people use their work as their focus, not the money – the work distracts them from any concern about the money itself - they have absolute faith that as a result of what they’re doing the money is ASSURED!

The issue is [always] TRUST!!!! Do you or do you not trust YourGodSelf????????

To TRUST IS A DECISION   !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOT to TRUST is a decision!!!!

Which one makes you feel better?

If you choose not to trust – if you choose to trust the fear – you loose EVERY TIME!!!

Choosing not to trust means you really ARE fucked!!

If you choose to trust – you MAY WIN! And even if you’re wrong, and you really are all round fucked - at least you have a chance this way!!

So at the very least you might as well opt for feeling better NOW – because really life is just a string of NOW’s – and if your now's start feeling better, good things are more likely to come into them.

If you were ABSOLUTELY GUARANTEED that your stuff was coming, would you be in a state about it’s absence in this moment? Or is it your thought that the lack you feel will go on forever that creates your fear? When you are in fear!!! You can barely function… you certainly are not open to receiving… even if it’s being offered your fear cuts you off from it.

Discernment in your thinking is the path to feeling better.
Your thoughts create your fears.
Do you indulge them or do you redirect them into something that serves you through DELIBERATE appreciation & the welcoming of that feeling in your body? Fear cannot reside in the FELT presence of appreciation.

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You need to move through the sadness to the joy…. The sadness if a gift that teaches you joy… it is all a paradox. The joy hides UNDER the sadness. To find the joy you have to become the sadness – let it “overwhelm” you…  it ALL has to honoured, allowed and embraced back into wholeness – into the love it is – the love it came from in the beginning. ALL unpleasant/ hard feelings are held in place by our resistance to and fear of feeling them, in our mistaken belief that they are harmful. In fact fear and resistance are designed [and have served in the deep density we have traversed] to keep us safe. Sadness is the  response to the separation that fear and resistance cause. Separation has kept us safe in the density, at the same time as it has created the density.

Sadness only exists when we believe in separation - it is a reaction to our felt experience of separation.

We have to allow the paradoxes within us and our soul’s experience to unravel through our emotions and feelings – where they live - we can’t do it in our heads – we can’t think our way clear and more than we can wish ourselves there. But we have to use our ability to choose what we think about in order for us to allow our feelings to flow…

Thoughts of joy allow the feelings of sadness to flow as long as we have them stored in our bodies … joy and appreciation for what is and for what might be release old stored up tears - and when they flow we can embrace them [by allowing them to be as they are – by blessing them] and bring them back to love…. When we deny them or resist them we are trapped in them.

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Perhaps not caring is a necessary step into surrender!

It’s actually quite funny when you get the cosmic jokes you [we] play on yourself [ourselves]!

We are so goddam [interesting word that] clever that we’ve created Wondrous conundrums and entanglements … and we are becoming Consciously clever enough now to begin to see them!

March

We’re having an old energy "recession" & a flue pandemic may be about to break…. We KNOW stuff has to change…. and resistance [fear] makes it a bumpy ride, and the energy fairly quickly delivers whatever it is you’re afraid of these days. So if all else fails, look on the bright side…. If millions of people are about to become unemployed, and millions are going to check out with flue, the numbers will balance and we’ll do just fine! J And if you’re fearful for your future, then think of all those empty houses to live in, with great yards to grow veggies in… just LIGHTEN UP – you KNOW it’s all good, so just TRUST it babe!

Now, after much silence from me… I’ve been extremely busy doing apparently very little… it’s time for a personal update … the times they are definitely achanging - just in case you missed it! lol

Last year during as I enjoyed the very deep quiet of a small and very pleasant valley in the Queensland Hinterland I became aware that I was simply “passing time” there – I was “templating” necessary adjustments to our “lightbodies” and rewriting & rewiring our imbedded “human condition programming”, and that , really, I could have been doing it anywhere, as long as I had lots of peace and quiet to do it in. I also became aware that I was almost “done” with personal sessions and the way I’d been working for the last few years. I also became more and more aware that I was really simply “filling time” till my son was fully grounded in his University studies and ready to move into his own “new reality”.

It was a year when we stepped, one at a time, into THE “New Reality”. We learned to distinguish how we felt when we were clear and present and how we felt when we “slipped” back into our old perspectives or emotional reality. We crossed the threshold, as it were – we came out of the house we’d built over many lifetimes and onto a newly made verandah – and then we learned to live on the porch, in readiness for taking off on the BIG new adventure. We went in and out of the house as learned what we could take with us through the very narrow door into the New reality and what wouldn’t fit. We learned that we couldn’t take fear or doubt or resistance to our process or to what “is”. We learnt we had to bless it all and surrender it all – especially our own misgivings.

For some of us it was a very challenging year & the more we held onto the harder it felt! For others it was more like a bit of a boring waiting game, feeling like we were the first arrivals at a party……..we sat in our chairs and rocked on the verandah, wondering what was going on… and some of us did both, separately & simultaneously! We kept on making fine adjustments to what was in the bag we’d take with us when we finally stepped out…

I knew I had to start something fresh & that I was finished on the Gold Coast. I started to feel the call to move to Darwin – it’s somewhere I’ve never been -  and although Kale would stay at home till he went grey if I let him [he knows when he has a good deal!]. I also knew, no matter how much I liked having him around, it was time for him to step out too.

On the last day of 2008 [New Years Eve] I left Queensland for a brief visit to see my very aging father who lives 4 hours drive south of Sydney [that’s 16 driving hours from where I lived. [I flew]. I stayed for a week longer than I’d intended and spent a further 4 weeks in Sydney on the way back, because I felt to. I arrived home, asked my son whether he’d thought about what he was thinking to do about living arrangements [neither of us being in any hurry] – 2 days later he’d found his “dream” situation and I was selling up the house!

A month later I was back in Sydney for another few weeks, then returned to the south coast to my fathers house again. All I know is that it’s “not time” to start heading north to Darwin yet, that’ as a temporary option it’s relatively comfortable here and that I’ll probably stay till I get the hit to start driving up the coast to Darwin, or till the weather drives me north again. [I’m not good at cold and don’t have the clothes for it either!] I feel that I’ll move on come late May or early June…

Meanwhile, I feel I’m back in the game, socially, sexually and energetically, and it’s really good after the last few years of relative isolation [despite my best intentions! lol.] I feel like I’ve rediscovered the world and it’s beginning to discover me in an entirely new way. I not only feel like going out & doing stuff… I’m actually doing it! My social energy is back. So, if you know anyone who lives between Jervis Bay and Batemans bay on the South Coast of New South Wales, do introduce us. I’m open to diversion while I hang around down here till the timing’s right for moving on…

All of which is interesting in the light of Karen Bishop’s take on where we are Now. She’s been pretty spot on in her observations of the energy all this last year, so if you’re interested I suggest you subscribe to her newsletter directly

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2008

December

It’s solstice – the pivot point between life and death.

The secret of life is in the paradoxes... in seeing past  and moving beyond them... your confusion is your guide...

Hope is born of despair and is an ongoing expression of it.

The way now is in moving from hope to certainty … beyond desperation & despair, into the Truth beyond paradox.

It takes great courage to go there.

Just now the leading edge is in integrating the fear of being alive and the fear of being dead & the resultant the existential entropy we continue to suffer as long as we keep “holding our breath” in the not fully alive space between life & death. [All from the human perspective, of course – death being as much an illusion as life ]

The challenge right now is to learn to [gently but REALLY] let in the exquisite torture of truly being alive… to fully allow it in the body… to live in the exquisitely tortuous pain-pleasure-threshold of pure existence “vulnerable” – the place sex & extreme sports can take us to…  in day to day terms it translates as excitement, joy, vibrancy, spontaneity, expectation, anticipation… in the body ,rather than the mind [which is where we’ve done most of it to now!]

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All That Is Is Love...

All there is is love...

October

This is a channel from Pamela Kribbe. it's spot on with information and energy, so please go here to read it.
 

August

[I use the stereotypic labels “God and the Devil” to illuminate our core cultural bias in our spiritual experience.]

When you resist separation you cannot experience being God

When you resist anything you cannot Experience being God

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In the heart of now there is only Grace

Through the window of my soul I see peace

I look into my soul and I see myself

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I embrace myself as All That I Am.

I open to the possibility that I Am All Things

I embrace myself as Creator God as I am lifting the Veils.

I look at the face of the devil and see myself.

I am as I perceive. I create in accordance with my perceptions. I see that I am that and feel myself unworthy. I am that which is base and I am that which judges myself so. As I am creator of all things I am also that, in truth, I am that. I bless and embrace all that I am.

I look into the eyes of the devil and see only love.

All is All. God is that too. The One created all, and I Am That. I am that which created Evil in service to Separation, out of which we come to know Union. In service to darkness so that we may come to experience Light. Before darkness, there is only Knowing. There is no experience without contrast. Contrast requires duality. Light and dark are the primary faces of duality. I am dark and I am light. I am evil and I am good. I am both Absolutely. Only by embracing both can you experience yourself as both, as “God”. I allow myself to experience, embrace and bless every perception of myself. Dark serves Light; Dark IS Light. I Am That Also.

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Our search for our purpose is the face, the visible manifestation, of our Quest for Atonement.

Our greatest fear is the fear of being SEEN.

We know ourselves at core as the Destroyer. We resist being seen as Destroyer, first by ourselves, then by others….

The "lifting of the veils" is the unveiling of this basic truth: that we are both Destroyer and Creator at the Heart of Matter.
And as we resist being seen as both, so will we remain invisible…

Our Redemption lies in our exposure to ourselves, and to others. It lies in allowing All to be seen.

Our fear of being seen as Destroyer holds us in the First Illusion.

We are destroyer and Redeemer. This fear holds the split in place – it is the heart of the wound. It is the heart of Separation… of Duality.

The truth is we are all that. There is nothing for us to be redeemed from, except our own denial of What We Really Are – our personal invisibility and the maintenance are symptoms of the denial.

Our pursuit of survival ensures our death...

As we begin to see ourselves we become conscious of our resistance to be seen, and as our journey draws us ever closer to Resolution, we recognise our deep resistance to being seen by others, as that appears to expose us to the possibility of Annihilation, which is/was the experience of the first Separation, and which has been manifest in our experience over & over again ever since…

When they know who you are they kill you…. When they think they know who you are they kill you. When you tell them who you are they kill you… when you refuse to tell them who you are, they kill you anyway. When they see you as God they kill you… when see you as the Devil, they kill you.  We are all That, so we maintain our invisibility…  until we experience ourselves as redeemed.. as having atoned. And we sense we are only ever redeemed by being seen… by our fulfillment of our purpose. As long as we live inside the illusion of this paradox we remain trapped in it.

The human experience is the living out of the paradox of duality. Its resolution is in acceptance and allowance... is in the surrender of ALL resistance.

July

Tadpoles into Frogs:

Wherever you are in your process is good.
You are a tadpole becoming a frog… everything is unfolding for you in perfect time. You are a Price thinking it's turning from a tadpole into a frog: go with the experience. It's a necessary part of the process of recognising yourself as the price you are. [I use the metaphor  consciously- no offence to princesses, kings/queens, gods/goddesses etc! It's all a story.]

Some will become frogs before you and some will become frogs after you…. pushing your process - trying to force your arms and legs to grow faster and your tail to shrink faster - can only make the transition harder and deplete your energy reserves.. Ditto hanging on to tadpole-ness.

You may be feeling like the pond has become a puddle and it’s drying up. That’s okay. Let go the sense of urgency and connect to the excitement of the changes. It is as it’s meant to be. Our old world – the puddle – is drying up. If you struggle enough you may manage to flip yourself out of the pond, but you’ll discover you don’t have the lungs to breathe air yet… you still need the water. You’ll just have to thrash around some more and wiggle your way back into the water! Resistance to what is and the pace of change is futile and wears you out..

Enjoy the process, experience it fully relax and do it at your own pace!

 
We need to let go of the idea that we have a higher purpose than experiencing what and who we are. It’s old programming. The moment you were born you fulfilled your purpose: to experience yourself as human. The job you have chosen is simply to become aware and to recognise everything for the love it really is: to embrace everything that does not feel like love and bring it back to Itself: to experience the transformation of it/you back into the Love it/you already is.

The energy lately has a lot of “deathly” energy to it. It’s bringing up the “death wish” from deep within the psyche. People report feeling “dead”, wanting to be dead – as opposed to “wanting to die” - that they could easy simply “leave/die”, etc. Redundancy is an aspect of it too.

There are parts of the soul that have been damaged by experience or “interference” into being “dead”. Parts have also been “sealed off” until now.

Feelings that are coming up are held as “de…” feelings Eg Destroyed/destroyer [include passive & active feelings – being the “do-er” and the “done to”]

De prefix words: “de” means less than, taken away, reduced.

Demonic – less than human

Devil – “of evil”

Desperate, Destitute, denied, denying, devalued, denatured, Destroyed/destroyer, despondent, deplorable, despairing, deprived, devious, demented, devolved, derided, debased, demonic etc…. you may find others…. Acknowledge the “I have done/ do to others what I feel has been done to me” side of your experience. We need to own the perpetrator as well as the victim. This stuff is deep in the split and the energy is bringing it to light now. This can be hard to accept: the “ego” is/has been in denial for its own survival for a long time….

These existential feelings live deep in the split [separation] within each of us… they are the “devil”... our personal & collective “demons”…

The Eye of the Needle: This is where a lot of people are at now.

There is a point at which we need to actually dive in and face our deepest fear… to experience what our private “devil” is made of. For each it’s different, but we end up dancing on the end of the same strings…  it’s what’s under fear of the repetition of any experience that we feel we will not survive if we have to go through it again: abandonment, destitution, betrayal, control: leading to rage and/or grief… coming out of all of the above - what you fear MOST is your biggest personal demon.

You/we all have to get past the fear… to be enslaved by fear is a choice… you need to know from experience that fear is an illusion, that under it lies something that you are avoiding recreating or re-experiencing, that you will go to any length [or depths of feeling bad] to avoid. The avoidance is killing you: every time you do it you create a “little death” that grows constantly like cancer till it overtakes you completely. It makes internal demons that behave like insurance companies – they’ll do anything to keep you safe – even if it kills you!

That’s where we are planetary now, too - at the eye of the needle; the point of choice.

You have to go there to discover that what you fear is finished; that it has no power anymore. That you are free. That under what you fear is life, love, freedom, light. And the only path to that is through the fear! It’s one of the basic paradoxes. The only thing that hurts us is fear! What we fear is illusory: we fear annihilating loss. To reclaim our power and sovereignty and authenticity necessitates going through the process we call "passing through the eye of the needle"… it’s the “gateway to heaven” – it’s the only one there is, and all roads lead to it. When we pass through the eye of the needle we get to live at the eye of the storm… untouched by the chaos erupting around us.

Any key will take your there, but I suggest you follow the path of what you feel coming up sometimes it’ll be resistance or control or overwhelment … what would happens if there was no control… if you let go…? Where does that take you? What’s the next feeling?...  despair… …. Where does that take you? … follow the trail into the deep…

You can do this yourself, take your time and give yourself space to do it in. Best place is in bed so you can feel the feelings and go with them till they change, but you might want to it to do it as a session, with guidance and support. But remember:

 

A victim cannot be healed by anyone other than themselves. To be remain a victim is a choice… when it hurts badly enough we give it up. Human beings have a limited capacity for limitation: we either give it up, or we'll die of it.

June

Limiting or “negative” experiences or conditions are essential for [to force] the development of certain understandings, insights, abilities that we need in order to explore expanding, positive possibilities…..that facilitate the development and expansion of positive life skills, perception, attitudes that serve to enhance joyful living…like compassion, openness, resilience etc]. Think about where you were emotionally and “developmentally” 20 years ago and where you are now…
 

This expansion of skill sets occurs over a single and many lifetimes… in the personal and collective experience, in a single and multiple “reality” creations, universally and multiversally.….. same, same.
 

When all these necessary insights and understandings and skills have been gained [are formulated and integrated] the original “blueprint” that deemed the limiting conditions necessary can be “updated”: limitations are no longer beneficial and eventually even the first causal “rent” will be ready to be fully embraced [”released” or “cleared”]. This is what is happening to many of us now… we are approaching our personal and collective “end times”. With this shift comes our opening into true “freewill”: the freedom to create as we desire, beyond the limitations of the “human condition”….personally and collectively, it’s the same, same.
 

So, everything is actually ultimately and absolutely positive… “good, ”bad”, limiting or expanding….all come from the same place and go to the same place, for the same reason: to force/allow us to expand into new territories and capacities. The “base” terms and conditions of your experience were dictated before you “arrived” here… [“first time or this time.. same, same] by aspects of yourself with higher perspectives than you currently enjoy. So to have an easier time of it you need to make friends with the “bad” stuff... ALL of it… from “god” to the “devil”… “good” and “evil”…. all the fear, loathing, power, vulnerability, despair, faith, passion, destitution, grace … it’s all the same, same.

Celebrate what is... celebrate what will be!
What will be grows out of what IS.... put some joy on it!

Delight in what is around you!
Delight in living... agape and appreciation are honeysuckle for the soul and nectar for the heart.

The human body is becoming the "Temple of the Sun".

This is an actual physiological change in the human body.

When the heart chakra opens the High Heart [the centre of compassion] can activate, then the "Middle Heart" comes on line. This happens over time. That triplicity forms the "'Spire of the Temple". The Solar Plexus is the portal for Centre of the Sun - it is the seat in the body of the Galactic Centre.. of the Consciousness of Creation... of "Source". Some people have spoken of the "Great Central Sun" for years.... it is manifesting now in the body.

Second Brain

The pituitary gland has become the centre of a new "second brain" which is now coming online. It works intuitively, combining the properties of the "old" left and right brains. It is the "mindseat" of New Energy Consciousness. It is activated by the "new enery" blue light.

It is ruby red when lit up. It is the traditional source of the amrita that sometimes flows during deep meditation. Amrita creates a sweet smell or taste... like honeysuckle... it is ambrosia - the age old "Nectar of the Gods".

The new brain is accessed via the heart when you learn to "think with the heart"; to focus through your heart instead of your mind... to stop "thinking" and start "being"....

The "higher brain" directly accesses a higher perspective: acknowledgement, recognition, awareness, knowing and cognition. Ask your question or set your intent, and the appropriate expression of ideas and information and creative expression will flow easily and "automatically" through your thoughts and fingers. All necessary knowledge flows in a new way as linear and lateral thinking combine with the new perspective to become something more. You will be amazed at what you "know" and how effective you can be.

The awakening of this new brain has been the the cause of all the "brain dead" states we've been experiencing over the few last few years: the inability to think linearly, or in an organised and "normal" way, to read forms, to take in complex information etc. It's as if the logic centre has been disabled while the changes take place.

The symptom is/was a "tool" to teach us to let the old forms go and to open to a new way of conscious being and "thinking" in the world.

May

It feels as though nothing is happening... It isn’t.
That’s what’s supposed to be happening... NoThing.

Let go of pushing, worrying, thinking things through, trying to make things happen…. Let go of hope – it is rooted in despair & fear. Let go of trying…. It is rooted in fear & failure…. Let go of self pity and your own victimhood.  Let go of doubt… it’s the little killer that stalks humanity… it’s original sin…. it’s ugly & deadly.
 

Find the place in your heart that knows it’s all taken care of already… that knows it’s all ok NOW…

You can’t have anything till you let go of wanting it...

You can’t have what you want till you let go of what you think you want….

You can’t have anything new till you let go of the old way of doing things.

Learn to sit still and do nothing; to think with your heart, not your brain. That will give you space to invite in what your Essence has created for you. Learn what it feels like to let your developing “intuitive brain”, your new “2^nd brain”, to take over… it’s seated in the pituitary gland and gives us a new way of thinking…. It flows “mindlessly”. You are learning and changing a lot as “nothing happens”.

You asked for this… let it take you… and you will be very pleased with the “who knows where” you end up in!

 

April

"Healing" is changing!

Perhaps for the first time ever, real "healing" is being experienced... previously we integrated, shifted, cleared, etc...

Now new “Codes of Completion” are "coming in" ... These in-form and “finish” us … all the “left over” stuff from the Soul’s journey, all the “not yet done” stuff, is now ready to be let go of entirely…we are ready for Graduation, even if our thesis is not quite finished, because it’s all become redundant NOW. It’s as if a mirror is held for us so that we can see what still needs to be experienced to complete our “old reality” self’s journey: a Template of Completion is in the mirror  to work from.

When you are complete you are ready to step out of your old house, across the threshold, onto the verandah of the New, as it were. When we are fully able to BE the NEW, to BE IT ALL, we are ready to step out into our New Reality and LIVE it fully.  

In the meantime we are practicing Being it ALL, Appreciating it ALL, Allowing it ALL, applauding it All… Appreciating the blessing and sacredness of the superficial, the ordinary, the mundane…. We need to consciously apply the template to our life here, now...

We’ve been talking about this change for years… now it’s time to step up and APPLY our knowing... it’s time for full immersion in a new reality … that is the shift! We ARE the shift. It’s about embodying ALL our consciousness – and that’s ALL it’s about. The big ALL is the small all & it’s not just about Knowing it: it’s about Being it ALL in the body… we’re in the space now between the mind and the body [on the verandah], so to speak… when we can fully BE it ALL and embody It All, we will be fully on the other side…..

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