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December
It’s
solstice – the pivot point between life and death.
The
secret of life is in the paradoxes... in seeing past and moving
beyond them... your confusion is your guide...
Hope
is born of despair and is an ongoing expression of it.
The
way now is in moving from hope to certainty … beyond desperation &
despair, into the Truth beyond paradox.
It
takes great courage to go there.
Just
now the leading edge is in integrating the fear of being alive and the
fear of being dead & the resultant the existential entropy we continue
to suffer as long as we keep “holding our breath” in the not fully alive
space between life & death. [All from the human perspective, of course –
death being as much an illusion as life ]
The
challenge right now is to learn to [gently but REALLY] let in the
exquisite torture of truly being alive… to fully allow it in the body…
to live in the exquisitely tortuous pain-pleasure-threshold of pure
existence “vulnerable” – the place sex & extreme sports can take us to…
in day to day terms it translates as excitement, joy, vibrancy,
spontaneity, expectation, anticipation… in the body ,rather than the
mind [which is where we’ve done most of it to now!]
♥_________________
All That Is Is Love...
All there is is love...
October
This is a channel from Pamela Kribbe. it's
spot on with information and energy, so
please go here to read it.
August
[I use the stereotypic labels
“God and the Devil” to illuminate our core cultural bias in our
spiritual experience.]
When you resist
separation you cannot experience being God
When you resist
anything you cannot Experience being God
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In the heart of now
there is only Grace
Through the window of
my soul I see peace
I look into my soul and
I see myself
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I embrace myself as All
That I Am.
I open to the
possibility that I Am All Things
I embrace myself as
Creator God as I am lifting the Veils.
I look at the face of the devil and see myself.
I am
as I perceive. I create in accordance with my perceptions. I see that I
am that and feel myself unworthy. I am that which is base and I am that
which judges myself so. As I am creator of all things I am also that, in
truth, I am that. I bless and embrace all that I am.
I look into the eyes of
the devil and see only love.
All
is All. God is that too. The One created all, and I Am That. I am that
which created Evil in service to Separation, out of which we come to
know Union. In service to darkness so that we may come to experience
Light. Before darkness, there is only Knowing. There is no experience
without contrast. Contrast requires duality. Light and dark are the
primary faces of duality. I am dark and I am light. I am evil and I am
good. I am both Absolutely. Only by embracing both can you experience
yourself as both, as “God”. I allow myself to experience, embrace and
bless every perception of myself. Dark serves Light; Dark IS Light. I Am
That Also.
♥
Our search for our purpose is the face, the visible
manifestation, of our Quest for Atonement.
Our
greatest fear is the fear of being SEEN.
We know
ourselves at core as the Destroyer. We resist being seen as Destroyer,
first by ourselves, then by others….
The
"lifting of the veils" is the unveiling of this basic truth: that we are
both Destroyer and Creator at the Heart of Matter.
And as we resist being seen as both, so will we remain invisible…
Our
Redemption lies in our exposure to ourselves, and to others. It lies in
allowing All to be seen.
Our fear
of being seen as Destroyer holds us in the First Illusion.
We are
destroyer and Redeemer. This fear holds the split in place – it is the
heart of the wound. It is the heart of Separation… of Duality.
The
truth is we are all that. There is nothing for us to be redeemed from,
except our own denial of What We Really Are – our personal invisibility
and the maintenance are symptoms of the denial.
Our
pursuit of survival ensures our death...
As we
begin to see ourselves we become conscious of our resistance to be seen,
and as our journey draws us ever closer to Resolution, we
recognise
our deep
resistance to being seen by others, as that appears to expose us to the
possibility of Annihilation, which is/was the experience of the first
Separation, and which has been manifest in our experience over & over
again ever since…
When
they know who you are they kill you…. When they think they know who you
are they kill you. When you tell them who you are they kill you… when
you refuse to tell them who you are, they kill you anyway. When they see
you as God they kill you… when see you as the Devil, they kill you. We
are all That, so we maintain our invisibility… until we experience
ourselves as redeemed.. as having atoned. And we sense we are only ever
redeemed by being seen… by our fulfillment of our purpose. As long as we
live inside the illusion of this paradox we remain trapped in it.
The
human experience is the living out of the paradox of duality. Its
resolution is in acceptance and allowance... is in the surrender of ALL
resistance.
July
Tadpoles
into Frogs:
Wherever you are in your process is good.
You are a tadpole becoming a frog… everything is unfolding for you in
perfect time. You are a Price thinking it's turning from a tadpole into
a frog: go with the experience. It's a necessary part of the process of
recognising yourself as the price you are. [I use the metaphor
consciously- no offence to princesses, kings/queens, gods/goddesses etc!
It's all a story.]
Some will become frogs before you and some will become frogs after you….
pushing your process - trying to force your arms and legs to grow faster
and your tail to shrink faster - can only make the transition harder and
deplete your energy reserves.. Ditto hanging on to tadpole-ness.
You may be feeling like the pond has become a puddle and it’s drying up.
That’s okay. Let go the sense of urgency and connect to the excitement
of the changes. It is as it’s meant to be. Our old world – the puddle –
is drying up. If you struggle enough you may manage to flip yourself
out of the pond, but you’ll discover you don’t have the lungs to breathe
air yet… you still need the water. You’ll just have to thrash around
some more and wiggle your way back into the water! Resistance to what is
and the pace of change is futile and wears you out..
Enjoy the process, experience it fully relax and do it at your own pace!
We need to let go of the idea that we have a higher purpose than
experiencing what and who we are. It’s old programming. The moment you
were born you fulfilled your purpose: to experience yourself as human.
The job you have chosen is simply to become aware and to
recognise
everything for the love it really is: to embrace everything that does
not feel like love and bring it back to Itself: to experience the
transformation of it/you back into the Love it/you already is.

The
energy lately has a lot of “deathly” energy to it. It’s bringing up the
“death wish” from deep within the psyche. People report feeling “dead”,
wanting to be dead – as opposed to “wanting to die” - that they could
easy simply “leave/die”, etc. Redundancy is an aspect of it too.
There
are parts of the soul that have been damaged by experience or
“interference” into being “dead”. Parts have also been “sealed off”
until now.
Feelings
that are coming up are held as “de…” feelings Eg Destroyed/destroyer
[include passive & active feelings – being the “do-er” and the “done
to”]
De
prefix words: “de” means less than, taken away, reduced.
Demonic
– less than human
Devil –
“of evil”
Desperate, Destitute, denied, denying, devalued, denatured,
Destroyed/destroyer, despondent, deplorable, despairing, deprived,
devious, demented, devolved, derided, debased, demonic etc…. you may
find others…. Acknowledge the “I have done/ do
to others what I feel has been done to me” side of your experience. We
need to own the perpetrator as well as the victim. This stuff is deep in
the split and the energy is bringing it to light now. This can be hard
to accept: the “ego” is/has been in denial for its own survival for a
long time….
These
existential feelings live deep in the split [separation] within each of
us… they are the “devil”... our personal & collective “demons”…
The Eye of the Needle: This is where a lot of people are at now.
There is a point at which
we need to actually dive in and face our deepest fear… to experience
what our private “devil” is made of. For each it’s different, but we end
up dancing on the end of the same strings… it’s what’s under fear of
the repetition of any experience that we feel we will not survive if we
have to go through it again: abandonment, destitution, betrayal,
control: leading to rage and/or grief… coming out of all of the above -
what you fear MOST is your biggest personal demon.
You/we all have to get past
the fear… to be enslaved by fear is a choice… you need to know
from experience that fear is
an illusion, that under it lies something that you are avoiding
recreating or re-experiencing, that you will go to any length [or depths
of feeling bad] to avoid. The avoidance is killing you: every time you
do it you create a “little death” that grows constantly like cancer till
it overtakes you completely. It makes internal demons that behave like
insurance companies – they’ll do anything to keep you safe – even if it
kills you!
That’s where we are
planetary now, too - at the eye of the needle; the point of choice.
You have to go there to
discover that what you fear is finished; that it has no power anymore.
That you are free. That under what you fear is life, love, freedom,
light. And the only path to that is through the fear! It’s one of the
basic paradoxes. The only thing that hurts us is fear! What we fear is
illusory: we fear annihilating loss. To reclaim our power and
sovereignty and authenticity necessitates going through the process we
call "passing through the eye of the needle"… it’s the “gateway to
heaven” – it’s the only one there is, and all roads lead to it. When we
pass through the eye of the needle we get to live at the eye of the
storm… untouched by the chaos erupting around us.
Any key will take your
there, but I suggest you follow the path of what you feel coming up
sometimes it’ll be resistance
or control or
overwhelment …
what would happens if there was no control… if you let go…? Where does
that take you? What’s the
next feeling?... despair…
…. Where does that take you? … follow the trail into the deep…
You can do this yourself,
take your time and give yourself space to do it in. Best place is in bed
so you can feel the feelings and go with them till they change, but you
might want to it to do it as a session, with guidance and support. But
remember:
A victim cannot be healed by anyone other than themselves. To be remain
a victim is a choice… when it hurts badly enough we give it up. Human
beings have a limited capacity for limitation: we either give it up, or
we'll die of it.
June
Limiting or “negative” experiences or
conditions are essential for [to force] the development of certain
understandings, insights, abilities that we need in order to explore
expanding, positive possibilities…..that facilitate the development and
expansion of positive life skills, perception, attitudes that serve to
enhance joyful living…like compassion, openness, resilience etc]. Think
about where you were emotionally and “developmentally” 20 years ago and
where you are now…
This expansion of skill sets occurs over a
single and many lifetimes… in the personal and collective experience, in
a single and multiple “reality” creations, universally and multiversally.…..
same, same.
When all these necessary insights and
understandings and skills have been gained [are formulated and
integrated] the original “blueprint” that deemed the limiting
conditions necessary can be “updated”: limitations are no longer
beneficial and eventually even the first causal “rent” will be ready to
be fully embraced [”released” or “cleared”]. This is what is
happening to many of us now… we are approaching our personal and
collective “end times”. With this shift comes our opening into true
“freewill”: the freedom to create as we desire, beyond the limitations
of the “human condition”….personally and collectively, it’s the same,
same.
So, everything is actually ultimately
and absolutely positive… “good, ”bad”, limiting or expanding….all come
from the same place and go to the same place, for the same reason: to
force/allow us to expand into new territories and capacities. The “base”
terms and conditions of your experience were dictated before you
“arrived” here… [“first time or this time.. same, same] by aspects of
yourself with higher perspectives than you currently enjoy. So to have
an easier time of it you need to make friends with the “bad” stuff...
ALL of it… from “god” to the “devil”… “good” and “evil”…. all the fear,
loathing, power, vulnerability, despair, faith, passion, destitution,
grace … it’s all the same, same.

Celebrate what is... celebrate what will be!
What will be grows out of what IS.... put some joy on it!
Delight
in what is around you!
Delight in living... agape and appreciation are honeysuckle for the soul and
nectar for
the heart.
The human body is becoming the "Temple of the Sun".
This is an actual physiological change in the human body.
When the heart chakra
opens the High Heart [the centre of compassion] can activate, then
the "Middle Heart" comes on line. This happens over time. That
triplicity forms the "'Spire of the Temple". The Solar Plexus is the
portal for Centre of the Sun - it is the seat in the body of the
Galactic Centre.. of the Consciousness of Creation... of "Source".
Some people have spoken of the "Great Central Sun" for years.... it
is manifesting now in the body.
Second Brain
The pituitary gland
has become the centre of a new "second brain" which is now coming
online. It works intuitively, combining the properties of the "old"
left and right brains. It is the "mindseat" of New Energy
Consciousness. It is activated by the "new enery" blue light.
It is ruby red when
lit up. It is the traditional source of the amrita that sometimes
flows during deep meditation. Amrita creates a sweet smell or
taste... like honeysuckle... it is ambrosia - the age old "Nectar of
the Gods".
The new brain is
accessed via the heart when you learn to "think with the heart"; to
focus through your heart instead of your mind... to stop
"thinking" and start "being"....
The "higher brain"
directly accesses a higher perspective: acknowledgement,
recognition, awareness, knowing and cognition. Ask your question or set your intent, and
the appropriate expression of ideas and information and creative
expression will flow easily and "automatically" through your
thoughts and fingers. All necessary knowledge flows in a new way as
linear and lateral thinking combine with the new perspective to become something more. You will be amazed at what you
"know" and how effective you can be.
The awakening of this new brain has
been the the cause of all the "brain dead" states we've been
experiencing over the few last few years: the inability to think
linearly, or in an organised and "normal" way, to read forms, to
take in complex information etc. It's as if the logic centre has
been disabled while the changes take place.
The symptom is/was a "tool" to teach us to let the old forms go
and to open to a new way of conscious being and "thinking" in the world.
May
It feels as though
nothing is happening... It isn’t.
That’s what’s supposed to be happening... NoThing.
Let go of pushing,
worrying, thinking things through, trying to make things happen…. Let go
of hope – it is rooted in despair & fear. Let go of trying…. It is
rooted in fear & failure…. Let go of self pity and your own victimhood.
Let go of doubt… it’s the little killer that stalks humanity… it’s
original sin…. it’s ugly & deadly.
Find the place in your
heart that knows it’s all taken care of already… that knows it’s all ok
NOW…
You can’t have
anything till you let go of wanting it...
You can’t have what
you want till you let go of what you think you want….
You can’t have
anything new till you let go of the old way of doing things.
Learn to sit still and
do nothing; to think with your heart, not your brain. That will give you
space to invite in what your Essence has created for you. Learn what it
feels like to let your developing “intuitive brain”, your new “2nd
brain”, to take over… it’s seated in the pituitary gland and gives us a
new way of thinking…. It flows “mindlessly”. You are learning and
changing a lot as “nothing happens”.
You asked for this…
let it take you… and you will be very pleased with the “who knows where”
you end up in!
It feels like we have come to see a movie… we are
quite a bit early, but there’s not enough time to get go out and get
coffee, and we already bought pop corn and drinks. There’s nothing
more to do …
You go through into the theatre… the lights are up.
You choose a seat. You can feel the sense of excited anticipation
building … you feel present in the moment …you look around…
There are a few others already seated, and every so
often someone else wanders in… they also all have popcorn and a
drink.
You sit scattered around in your chosen seats, occasionally
acknowledging one another with a friendly nod: with the camaraderie
of shared intent.
Everyone sits patiently. There is nothing else to do.
You can enjoy the time to sit and just BE with yourself, or you can
waste it fretting about wasting it…
It’s absolutely your choice, and NO ONE else cares what you choose!
That’s freedom…
April
"Healing" is changing!
Perhaps for the first time ever, real "healing" is being experienced... previously we
integrated, shifted, cleared, etc...
Now new “Codes of Completion” are "coming in"
... These in-form and “finish” us … all the
“left over” stuff from the Soul’s journey, all the “not yet done” stuff,
is now ready to be let go of entirely…we are ready for Graduation, even
if our thesis is not quite finished, because it’s all become redundant
NOW. It’s as if a mirror is held for us so that we can see what still
needs to be experienced to complete our “old reality” self’s journey: a
Template of Completion is in the mirror to work from.
When you are complete you are ready to
step out of your old house, across the threshold, onto the verandah of the New,
as it were. When we are fully able to BE the NEW, to BE IT ALL, we are ready to
step out into our New Reality and LIVE it fully.
In the meantime we are practicing Being it ALL, Appreciating it ALL,
Allowing it ALL, applauding it All… Appreciating the blessing and sacredness of
the superficial, the ordinary, the mundane…. We need to consciously apply the
template to our life here, now...
We’ve been talking about this change for years… now it’s time to step up and
APPLY our knowing... it’s time for full immersion in a new reality … that is
the shift! We ARE the shift. It’s about embodying ALL our consciousness – and
that’s ALL it’s about. The big ALL is the small all & it’s not just about
Knowing it: it’s about Being it ALL in the body… we’re in the
space now between the mind and the body [on the verandah], so to speak… when we
can fully BE it ALL and embody It All, we will be fully on the other side…..
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If these days you’re too tired by the
intensity and constancy of the energy and changes to be bothered with
very much at all… and especially with the “same old same old” offerings…
and you’re only ever really engaged in the “New Energy Reality”
you are where you are meant to be!
[Where
ever
you are, you are where you are meant to be!!!]
We are being stretched in every way by the processes and energy
mechanics of our transformation into literal physical bodies of light:
we are adapting, expanding and evolving through atomic, molecular and
cellular transformation and transmutation.
We are consciously merging with, integrating into, expressing and being
our own highest self…
No wonder we feel exhausted, ecstatic, overwhelmed, excited, in
gestation, bored stiff [and stiff as a board], and wanting to simplify our lives…
often all of it all at once!
We know that the energy holds the keys – we just need to step up more
fully to realise them… and to do that we need to drop our old baggage… to
complete the old, to let it go, instantly, NOW!
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The words are "coded" - be open to the change and you
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I
am surrounded by the blessings of all things...
Love
the centre of the self [dark and light both] as you love the Self that
is the Centre.
Stop
looking for what’s wrong and looking at what isn’t working for you, &
look at what is working!
Then TAKE TIME to appreciate it with your heart.
When
you stop working at it, it will happen faster, better!
The
only thing that doesn’t serve is the belief that something cannot serve.
The
only happiness that’s possible is in the moment, through presence,
through attention, in the moment.
You
cannot affect the mirrors that other people carry.
March
The
ego is engaged by fear motivated thinking
What if we don’t need to change anything?
What if we don’t need to fix anything?
What if it’s all okay AS IT IS?
What if we’re done?
What if this part of the journey is complete?
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